Trying to hard?

Had those panic attacks for sometime now, heart beating too fast, can't sleep, listening to the world. Worrying too much about what's out of my control. 

Advised by a friend to accept failure, to accept something that will happen eventualy. 

People with easy minds live happier....

Past?

A visit to my hometown, and a sudden realisation, it's not the place that changed, nor people who live here. It's me who changed, and don't fit here anymore. 

Is it the time to finaly say my goodbyes?